Am I ready?

Thank God for granting speed in reading and understanding these days.. In less than a week, i finished reading about 5 or 6 novels... The last one being "The Rapture: In a twinkling of an eye" by Tim Lahaye. I've also finished "The Jesus Chronicles" series, by the same author..

"The Rapture" gave me a grave reminder of Jesus coming back again, as well as the judgement for saints... How each saint presented themselves before Jesus, and watched, as their works were tested through fire.Time wasted were burnt away like hay, wood and stubble.. Things done for the glory of God came out as gold and precious stones.

I've read it in scriptures, but somehow reading in through a story, impresses more on me.. Have i wasted more time?

I am excited about Jesus coming back again, yet at the same time, i am nt sure if I had done enuf...

"The Jesus chronicles" reminded me to be grateful and appreciative of the bible I have... I broke down in tears to see what some of the apostles have to go through..

I miss you, my friend.. What we choose to do, is right in His eye, though it hurts, still hurts.. Hang on to Him, keep your eyes on Him, He'll lead you through.
Truth is, i will parish someday. Cant be here forever, but where we're heading.. That's eternity... A right fellowship with Jesus in heaven, forever.. :)

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Finally...

Yesterday i finally

took up the courage to ask the Lord to bless her with a partner who will love God and her.. Someone who can be thrice better than me.. Someone who can love her officially.

Been praying for my own partner... Come what may, Lord.. You have every right ro my life, I know You'll give me the one I need to walk with me till I die..

Just wonders... how long more before I stop hurting....

Anyway, this really sweet picture of Ezekiel and Isaiah reminds me of my love for my best friend..

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In my Potter's hands

this is how i know im at the right church...

During the worship, pastor laura said,
"as i worshipped, i saw a jar broken in pieces. A hand came and placed those pieces together. there were still cracks around, but as the hand goed over, these cracks heal. So i think God wants me to say, bring to Me your brokeness, your disappoinments, and I will heal you."

Thank You Lord.. Thank You..

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Nowhere but up

Sometimes I feel trapped in a world filled with selfish liars and cheaters... Even people of the same faith.

I felt this is a year, i've tripped so many times over those stumbling blocks, landed on my face and ate dust, sometimes shit..

Sometimes I simply got so tired getting up, i just wanna lie there till Jesus comes...

Sometimes i just wanna roll over to the broad way, and back to my old life.. But that thought is revolting, disgusting and not to mention unhealthy.

so i'll roll to my back, with my body covered with dust, dirt and some shits, the only way left to look is up...

Haven look at the sky in a long time...

Its funny how some wounds cut so deep, they never heal.. or maybe thats just cause im diabetic..

nonetheless, im tired.... really awfully tired.....

I know im only accountable for myself at the end of the day...

but i'm just so tired....

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Loving things more than God

when we love certain things more than we love God, we're most likely to mistreat anyone who comes in our way....

no wonder i feel this way...

Thank God for a faithful friend in Jesus, one who never fails, one who never leaves you behind....

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How to be a good friend?

John 15:12-13 NLT

This is my commandment: Love each other in the same way I have loved you. There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.

In this world of selfishness and irresponsibilities, my prayer for all is that we'll be that friend(as above) that Jesus talks about to others, despite the fact, they probably would never do that for you.

We're accountable to God for our actions, not of others.

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Looking into His heart

This picture is drawn by Isaiah, 6, my nephew.. And he gladly took advice from me to include the verse, requested for Book of Isaiah though..

This was fun, gonna do it with him again soon...

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