Special days

Today our church young adult fellowship has a sistrrs' apprrciation night. this is the day where guys from yaf planned and prepared menu and programmes. and then treat the ladies to a day of special treatment.

some asked me why i dont join.
2 reasons.
Firstly, i need to bring my niece to childrens and junior fellwoship.

secondly, i dont believe in spending only one day for anything...

everyday should be mothers' day,
everyday should.be fathers' day
everyday should be easter
everyday should be christmas.

its my own pov. because i have witness how people mistreated one another for 364 days, and only that one day of nice treatment. hmmm..

well, i choose to live my life in remembrance and appreciation of what the Lord has done for me, what my mum did to raise me.up, how my sisters contribute and loved me, how the children im teaching are always.precious and lovely, how my nieces, nephews and grandnephews are gifts from God to me, EVERY SINGLE DAY...

Life's short, i wont always have ONE SINGLE DAY to treat others "nicely"

i choose to do it everyday.

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Sin and forgivenes

John 15:16 ()

16 You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit and that your fruit should abide, so that whatever you ask the Father in my name, he may give it to you. #Bible http://j.mp/tp1fGM

had a crazy week... i was angry with God.for allowing certain things to happen to me. i kept harbouring the thought that He planned or put so much pain in my path! i felt He did it on purpose even though i was so sincere when i came back to Him 5 years ago. and y r the Christians around who need to be taught a lesson not suffering?!?!

i refused to talk to Him. Yet, our Mighty, Powerful, Self-Sufficient God still didnt give up on me. One week later, He sent someone to talk and reminded me. and that afternoon, I only said, im sorry im still so stubborn and stupid, cherishing that sin that You [God] dislike, pls forgive me. Immediately, i felt at ease. i was no longer angry, and i apologized to those whom I have stumbled or hurt.

This morning, He greeted me with this verse.

I am special, not because of what I can do, but because

He chose me even before the created the world.

the cutest thing was, my niece and nephews just had lots of questions about Jesus this week. I found myself, telling them how great and wonderful Jesus is, how much He loves sinners, and i do believe, God used my love for my niece and nephews to remind me (reminded by friend) that He loved me first.

i used to be the only.Christian in the family, but God did use me as a testimony and my sister is becomming more serious with God, and now the children. and the funny thing was, all these while, all that i showed was my vunerabilty, my weakness, i guess Paul was right when he said we should boast our weakness because only then, Jesus will shine.

sorry for such a long text.

Have a God loved and blessed day!

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Doubts....

did He plan all this?

do i really have so much lessons to learn?

just having doubts.... Im sure He knws too..

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家

在这谎言满地的世界里， 我只想回家。 好累。。。

Lonely

No one is meant to be alone.
Somewhere out there,
tonight,
there might just be someone like me.
Alone.

If there's someone who tells you
live on your own,
it's better, it's freedom,
that person is lying.

Coz if one day,
you are in real deep hurt,
and you come back home,
your footsteps echo through
the empty rooms,
that's when you need somebody.

Same time, same places,
a simple good night wish,
can caused tears
you thought were gone..

原来, 已经拥有...

已经被爱,

却不知道.

不知该笑,

还是哭.

但也让我明了,

"神先爱我们"

的意义.

Miracles

Jesus said, "Go forth!" and we did.
Not knowing where we were heading, 
we met a few barriers.
We were quite discouraged.
Sat down and prayed.
"Just sent someone to us!"
Constantly keeping God's Word in my mind, 
singing praises to Him,
we pressed on..

And on the far end, 
Another family was in distress. 
Calling out to Him,
"Just sent someone to us!"

Then, 
we met.

God is sovereign, He is our Shepherd,
He is Faithful..


I was always afraid of evangelising.. But these two weeks was simply amazing... 


GOD IS AMAZING!


Yes, He did keep His promise.. He told us to share and we did, and He was there, like He promised.. 


Ahhh.. Pray, pray....

Many things about tomorrow,

I don't seem to understand.

But I know who holds tomorrow

and I know 

who holds my hand.