Choices

in life, there are many choices to be made.

i finally got what i wanted..

i found someone who loved me as much as i do for her.

yes... a "her"..

and what was the choice we made?

we decide to remain as friends. as easygoing as i may sound now, it is not so..

we cant sleep, lost our appetite.. my colleagues and even students noticed the changed.

yet, we chose this road. not because we have nothing better else to do, but because it is the right thing.

im not good with words.. i cant describe how tormenting it felt, how ripped my heart is.. i would say, its the same for her..

yet.. im grateful for this "dream" come true, i never knew someone would or could love me this way.

we'll be friends, as long as God's willing.

are u in love with the same sex? the world's gonna tell u its ok, follow ur heart..

my friend, will u be that Christian that says, "no, i will follow God's Word..."

Jesus is here with me now.. He was here, watching me screamed, crying my head off.. He was here watching my tears flowed non stop..

the worldly love songs did filled my head... but Jesus' Word came through,

"My grace is sufficient for you, my strength made perfect in your weakness"

if i really loved her, then forever at the mansion on the streets of gold sounds so much more better..

i cant tell you how long it'll take to,recover from this, but i cant tell u for sure, Jesus is here with me..

"no, no life's not an easy road"

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