Am i ready (pt2)?

Attended a wedding of my ex crush... I think it has been about 9 or 10 years since..

I guessed it takes that long..

At each wedding, i kept asking myself,

Am I ready to see you walk down that asle with ur dad?

Am I ready to hear you say "I do" to your partner?

Am I ready to bless you wholeheartedly and lift up my cup to cheer you on?

I think I need a proper 10 years from now..

I"m still praying for you. There will be someone who will love you, lots more than I ever did.