Sin and forgivenes

John 15:16 ()

16 You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit and that your fruit should abide, so that whatever you ask the Father in my name, he may give it to you. #Bible http://j.mp/tp1fGM

had a crazy week... i was angry with God.for allowing certain things to happen to me. i kept harbouring the thought that He planned or put so much pain in my path! i felt He did it on purpose even though i was so sincere when i came back to Him 5 years ago. and y r the Christians around who need to be taught a lesson not suffering?!?!

i refused to talk to Him. Yet, our Mighty, Powerful, Self-Sufficient God still didnt give up on me. One week later, He sent someone to talk and reminded me. and that afternoon, I only said, im sorry im still so stubborn and stupid, cherishing that sin that You [God] dislike, pls forgive me. Immediately, i felt at ease. i was no longer angry, and i apologized to those whom I have stumbled or hurt.

This morning, He greeted me with this verse.

I am special, not because of what I can do, but because

He chose me even before the created the world.

the cutest thing was, my niece and nephews just had lots of questions about Jesus this week. I found myself, telling them how great and wonderful Jesus is, how much He loves sinners, and i do believe, God used my love for my niece and nephews to remind me (reminded by friend) that He loved me first.

i used to be the only.Christian in the family, but God did use me as a testimony and my sister is becomming more serious with God, and now the children. and the funny thing was, all these while, all that i showed was my vunerabilty, my weakness, i guess Paul was right when he said we should boast our weakness because only then, Jesus will shine.

sorry for such a long text.

Have a God loved and blessed day!

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Doubts....

did He plan all this?

do i really have so much lessons to learn?

just having doubts.... Im sure He knws too..

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家

在这谎言满地的世界里， 我只想回家。 好累。。。

Lonely

No one is meant to be alone.
Somewhere out there,
tonight,
there might just be someone like me.
Alone.

If there's someone who tells you
live on your own,
it's better, it's freedom,
that person is lying.

Coz if one day,
you are in real deep hurt,
and you come back home,
your footsteps echo through
the empty rooms,
that's when you need somebody.

Same time, same places,
a simple good night wish,
can caused tears
you thought were gone..

原来, 已经拥有...

已经被爱,

却不知道.

不知该笑,

还是哭.

但也让我明了,

"神先爱我们"

的意义.

Miracles

Jesus said, "Go forth!" and we did.
Not knowing where we were heading, 
we met a few barriers.
We were quite discouraged.
Sat down and prayed.
"Just sent someone to us!"
Constantly keeping God's Word in my mind, 
singing praises to Him,
we pressed on..

And on the far end, 
Another family was in distress. 
Calling out to Him,
"Just sent someone to us!"

Then, 
we met.

God is sovereign, He is our Shepherd,
He is Faithful..


I was always afraid of evangelising.. But these two weeks was simply amazing... 


GOD IS AMAZING!


Yes, He did keep His promise.. He told us to share and we did, and He was there, like He promised.. 


Ahhh.. Pray, pray....

Many things about tomorrow,

I don't seem to understand.

But I know who holds tomorrow

and I know 

who holds my hand.

Picture memories

2 Timothy 2:22
Run from anything that stimulates youthful lusts. Instead, pursue righteous living, faithfulness, love, and peace. Enjoy the companionship of those who call on the Lord with pure hearts.


I am grateful and thankful to God for friends who recognise my learning needs and adjust to it, kinda strengthen what i have been learning in school, intergrating people with needs.. Yes I know the picture looks childish, but hey, I can remember what the verse says, and where it came from instead of the usual, "Er, its one of Paul's letters" haha.. 

Sometimes I find that people often fails to see what other needs. Either that or they think the whole world sees like how they do. Did you really consider if anyone in your group can adjust to your plans, did you find time to know those who are following you, or are you caught up with the "I can do it, so can you" attitude?

I am so glad God called me to be an Early Childhood Educator. When a child so call misbehaves, we do not label the child as naughty, mischievous but instead, we questioned ourselves, "What does this child need?" Oftentimes, we were quick to judge and blame it on the parents or even the child themselves, but haha, guess what, sometimes its the teachers' fault! 

Whenever someone disappear, appears to be loud, appears to be rude, appear to be negative, these are people calling for help without even them knowing it. They are in need of something, someone to help them. 

We're all different, and I am so glad, Jesus knows us to the very core. I do know what my gifts are, and I know being an Evangelist is not one of them. I do share my testimony but not set numeric goals in X number of years. I am a vessel for God's use, if He wants me to share, I share. If He calls me somewhere else, I go.

For the record, the bible never states any apostles setting numeric goals in X number of years. They go where God wants them to go. It is the love from God and the love for God that pushes them. Not marketing strategies or whatsoever. 

Do not coporatized (if there's such a word) God's work. He's the CEO, not any of us.

So people, if you love God and remember what He did for you at Calvary, automatically you will share.. 

If you haven been sharing, well.. It is my prayer that you will remember what and how Jesus came to die for you and me. 

God blesses and loves.  

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