Where art thou, "off" button?

I need to desperately switch off for real...

I'm breaking down physically, mentally, emotionally, and now its affecting me spiritually..

I totally didnt concentrate on my Quiet time when I was doing..

I cannot concentrate on my work, and whatever is there to concentrate..

I felt like a zombie when people talk to me, i still laugh, joke and talk on cue.. But i feel totally dry.....

I need my sleep.. and is not coming.. Been skipping my naps, hoping i can sleep at night, not working... Took some camomile tea but not working too.. Gonna dry more tea though.. I like the warm feeling... 

I need to cry, i think my eyes too dry...

I'm still having nightmares with the little amount of sleep i get..

God.. Please...

Feeling a little numb...

I think the drought season came....

Even during days like these, i am looking forward to my rainbow days with God..

Gotta keep counting my blessings, stop the self destruction..

Keep looking at Jesus, not men, at Heaven, not earth.

Problem is i just wanna go to my Heavenly Home.. and that's a bit not good in some sense..

God.. Help me..

Failure...

If i cannot even do my best at one thing that i am passionate about, I felt i had really failed myself..

Never felt so disappointed with myself..

Praying that this low point in my life will be over, probably with enough rest and lesser pain...

Been having continuous nightmares about losing my children, and cannot sleep well..

Breaking down physically and mentally.. I hope someone else's life is much better than my..

Still tired...

These past two weeks was quite a nightmare..

In the days i had to bear with the chest pains, which increased everyday..

At nights i had to toss and turn and slept only a few hours. Even as i slept, i dont get a good rest because i keep having nightmares that i lost my children..

Praying to God to put me out of this misery.. Praying that He'll just show me what He wants from me..

I'm sick.. And tired...

Today i rested as much as i could, but the pain is still there...

(A-B-C) The Law & Faith in Christ (Part 3)

Galatians 3:10-14

Bible verse: 11
So it is clear that no one can be made right with God by trying to keep the law. For the Scriptures say, "It is through faith that a righteous person had life.

Challenge:
I will have faith in Jesus

(A-B-C) The Law & Faith in Jesus (Part 2)

Galatians 3:6-9

Bible verses: 7, 9
The real children of Abraham, then, are those who put their faith in God.
So all who put their faith in Christ share the same blessings Abraham received because of their faith.

Challenge:
I will have faith in Jesus

(A-B-C) The Law & Faith in Christ (part 1)

Galatians 3:1-5

Bible verses: 2, 3, 5
Let me ask you this one question: Did you receive the Holy Spirit by obeying the law of Moses? Of course not! You received the Spirit because you believed the message you heard about Christ.
How foolish can you be? After starting your Christian lives in the Spirit, why are you now trying to become perfect by your own human effort?
I ask you again, does God give you the Holy Spirit and work miracles among you because you obey the law? Of course not! It is because you believe the message you heard about Christ.

Challenge:
I will have faith in Jesus

(A-B-C) Paul Confronts Peter

Galatians 2:11-21

Bible verses: 16, 19, 20
Yet we know that a person is made right with God by faith in Jesus Christ, not by obeying the law. And we have believed in Christ Jesus, so that we might be made right with God because of our faith in Christ, not because we have obeyed the law. For no one will ever be made right with God by obeying the law.”
For when I tried to keep the law, it condemned me. So I died to the law—I stopped trying to meet all its requirements—so that I might live for God.
My old self has been crucified with Christ.It is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me. So I live in this earthly body by trusting in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.

Challenge:
I will live by faith that Christ paid for my sin. I will reflect my salvation through my everyday life.