Tired and worn out...

Been feeling worn out and tired. At the same time, my chest pains' not helping...
All i want to do is sleep..

I feel incapable of taking care of my afternoon class when there's so many needs to be filled. I felt useless..

I dont really wanna think about what will happen the next day, knowing well what the bible said about it..

Matthew 6:34 “So don’t worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today’s trouble is enough for today.

If you wanna know what's my fave verse, this is definitely it.. 

I felt frustrated with myself.. and Proverbs 3:5,6 crept into the back of my head.. 

 ⁵ Trust in the Lord with all your heart;
      do not depend on your own understanding.
 ⁶ Seek his will in all you do,
      and he will show you which path to take.

i think i held too much expectation for myself... I want to teach my children the best, and knowing I am NOT the best..


I also need to spend more time with God.. Been waking up really late and rushing around the house like a mad woman to get ready for school. I miss having proper Quiet Time.


Been so tired I couldnt wake up at my appointed time to exercise, do QT and read my bible..


Miss God..... I need Him.. He's my Living Well.. Felt so dry.


Need to be watered.. Am gonna force myself to wake up at my normal time to do all those..


God help me..