It hurts to talk about how strong your friend was, and then to say, she has went home with the Lord. It should give hope to the believer, it should encourage the one who is suffering.
I thank God for Aunty Christine, its been almost 5 months since she has went home with the Lord.. Even then, her story of her fight against cancer still lives on. I didnt understand why she has to leave, maybe i still dont understand. But the journal of that few entries that we wrote together, especially hers, make sense now.
I am going to give this journal to someone who is going through the same situation for the first time. Aunty Christine probably felt the same way when she was diagnosed. Her children were all very young, and she fought on for 10 years..
I really pray that this journal would encourage.
I am still confused whether I am being called by God to teach. confused by the voice that I am hearing, confused by the advices I get.
God help us...
