Reconciliation

^"And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose." - Romans 8:28 

I'm super grateful to God for bringing us through this week.... It's been the craziest ever.. But we stood firm, on the Word of God. And yes, Jesus calmed the storm. We're at peace.. 

Sorry God, if i had failed to put You first, thank You for reminding me.

Thank You Lord for granting people to help us. 

Thank You for loving us, the imperfect ones.

May the following days of our friendship be glorifying to You alone, and edifying to us. May You used us richly for Your kingdom sake..  

Who are we?

that You would be mindful of us?

what do You see, thats worth looking our way?

~MercyMe: God with us~

Jesus said, Blessed are those who mourned, for they shall be comforted..

we are mourning the fact that we're imperfect, and we need Jesus here...

Sorry Jesus.. In our thoughts and actions, we've let You down.

Yet You never gave up on us. Thank You...

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Choices

in life, there are many choices to be made.

i finally got what i wanted..

i found someone who loved me as much as i do for her.

yes... a "her"..

and what was the choice we made?

we decide to remain as friends. as easygoing as i may sound now, it is not so..

we cant sleep, lost our appetite.. my colleagues and even students noticed the changed.

yet, we chose this road. not because we have nothing better else to do, but because it is the right thing.

im not good with words.. i cant describe how tormenting it felt, how ripped my heart is.. i would say, its the same for her..

yet.. im grateful for this "dream" come true, i never knew someone would or could love me this way.

we'll be friends, as long as God's willing.

are u in love with the same sex? the world's gonna tell u its ok, follow ur heart..

my friend, will u be that Christian that says, "no, i will follow God's Word..."

Jesus is here with me now.. He was here, watching me screamed, crying my head off.. He was here watching my tears flowed non stop..

the worldly love songs did filled my head... but Jesus' Word came through,

"My grace is sufficient for you, my strength made perfect in your weakness"

if i really loved her, then forever at the mansion on the streets of gold sounds so much more better..

i cant tell you how long it'll take to,recover from this, but i cant tell u for sure, Jesus is here with me..

"no, no life's not an easy road"

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confused

never knew i was loved that very way i wanted.

when i finally knew, it was the end.

honestly, im thankful to God. someone on earth do love me that way.

guessed it hurts so much because Jesus, both of us chose to love You even more..

help us..

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broken

learn in Romans 8:28 that things work out according to God's plan to those who believe, are called..

well God... by far.. im very broken in all areas.. i hope U'll work something soon.. coz i cant take it much longer...

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