16 You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit and that your fruit should abide, so that whatever you ask the Father in my name, he may give it to you. #Bible http://j.mp/tp1fGM
had a crazy week... i was angry with God.for allowing certain things to happen to me. i kept harbouring the thought that He planned or put so much pain in my path! i felt He did it on purpose even though i was so sincere when i came back to Him 5 years ago. and y r the Christians around who need to be taught a lesson not suffering?!?!
i refused to talk to Him. Yet, our Mighty, Powerful, Self-Sufficient God still didnt give up on me. One week later, He sent someone to talk and reminded me. and that afternoon, I only said, im sorry im still so stubborn and stupid, cherishing that sin that You [God] dislike, pls forgive me. Immediately, i felt at ease. i was no longer angry, and i apologized to those whom I have stumbled or hurt.
This morning, He greeted me with this verse.
I am special, not because of what I can do, but because
He chose me even before the created the world.
the cutest thing was, my niece and nephews just had lots of questions about Jesus this week. I found myself, telling them how great and wonderful Jesus is, how much He loves sinners, and i do believe, God used my love for my niece and nephews to remind me (reminded by friend) that He loved me first.
i used to be the only.Christian in the family, but God did use me as a testimony and my sister is becomming more serious with God, and now the children. and the funny thing was, all these while, all that i showed was my vunerabilty, my weakness, i guess Paul was right when he said we should boast our weakness because only then, Jesus will shine.
sorry for such a long text.
Have a God loved and blessed day!
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