Looking into His heart

This picture is drawn by Isaiah, 6, my nephew.. And he gladly took advice from me to include the verse, requested for Book of Isaiah though..

This was fun, gonna do it with him again soon...

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My dream funeral

Ya, i knw its weird, im weird, so live with it...

The only i will plan to have is my funeral.

First of all, i must have a bouncy castle next to my casket. Because my children will probably tag along with their parents, and they would probably be bored so.. there you go..

Next, i want every picture of clouds that i've taken to be printed and posted as background.. dont wanna thr boring white ones..

Then, all my personal belongings to be brought out, and anyone can take anything they like..

My testimony to be printed out and given..

The only book for my family is thr one im working on called, "Cynthia's wisdom book"... It contains my personal messages to my loved ones, and also topical passages that speaks to me..

Will add more when i think about it..

Oh, last but not least, if i die before my mum did, pls do not cry in front of her... she hates people who cry.. to her, it means that u have been wasting time living in regret where things could and should have been done while im still alive..

And if i really do die before her, pls repeat the gospel to her.. thanks guys..

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At the end of the day...

The Lord asked me,
"Have you love Me with all your heart, mind, soul and strength?"

"Did you love your neighbours like yourself?"

I try my best Father.. It gets so tiring.. I kept making mistakes, i'm weak..

He says,
"My grace is sufficient for you, my strength made perfect in your weakness"

At the end of the day, how others treated you, no matter how mean they've been, it doesn't mean you have the right to do the same.

Coz God looks at me, what i've done, what i've said, how i've felt, etc...

For those who tore me down, and still trying to do so, yaa it hurts really bad.. its been more than 6 months, but i still feel triangle... But we each have our own explaining to do,

R u ready to meet ur maker?

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Child of God

I always enjoyed looking at people while they sleep.. There's so much joy and peace written on their faces...

Here's Ezekiel, drifting off to sleep on his own.. Would love to see it myself, but had to work..

I missed my family easy.. this reminds me of how much God's looking at me too.. How much He desires a good time of fellowship.

I could never write enough to show the extend of my appreciation, the best i can do, is to live my life to please Him...

In His eyes, we're all His children..

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Hmmm...

Galatians 5:22-23 NLT

But the Holy Spirit produces this kind of fruit in our lives: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. There is no law against these things!

Can a person really be saved, if the fruit of  his or her decisions made, doesnt produce the fruits of the Spirit?

I was angry, that someone older seemed to still hate me.... but  realised quickly, that was a fruit of the world, not of God's..

It has turned into prayer of blessings for her,

because if i die  and see God tomorrow, I will be able to say,

I lived my life according to Your Word...

Seriously people,

"How do you know what your life will be like tomorrow? Your life is like the morning fog—it’s here a little while, then it’s gone. What you ought to say is, “If the Lord wants us to, we will live and do this or that.” ( James 4:14-15 NLT)

playing my cello in public for the first time this sat!! excited!

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Cost Accounting

I wonder how many people ~~>

1) indulge in funand games alone, and gave up massaging a grandmother in pain?

2) focused all day with their work/ study and gave up time with family

3) spent time dolling themselves up infront of a mirror, and ignore the needs of their child

4) rather read other books and gossip, and gave up reading the bible and telling others about lovely Jesus...

We could gain high scores,
we could gain a few promotions or Aces,
we could look real pretty,
and sound really knowledgable..

BUT
one day, any day, someone close will die,
only then, till then, will you regret not spending time doing the simplest thing?

One day, some days, someone close will die,
only then, till then, will you regret for not spending time, showing them you cared and how much you loved them?

One day, eventually, our faces will have wrinkles, we start walking funny. Till then, your child is busy dolling up in front of the mirror, burying himself in books, fun and games.. Is it now, too late to even regret,
I should have spent more time with my family?

One day, sooner or later, our time would end, and we face our Maker, He asked us to give an account of our lives...

Will you be ready?

If we fail an exam, we can retake.
If we fail on a level of a game, we can try again later.
If we are unhappy, we can talk to God.

But time lost, we can never gain back.

This is written by someone who had to learn the hard way, after wasting 7 years in bondage to indulging in sin, having people.closest to me passing on without knowing Christ...

Did we really weigh the cost of our decisions we made?

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I really admire....

who know when they are going to die... Well, they really must have known right? coz by the amount of time they wasted doing stupid things, i guess they know what they're doing...

Ephesians 5:15-16 NLT

So be careful how you live. Don’t live like fools, but like those who are wise.
Make the most of every opportunity in these evil days.

Unfortunately for me, i guess i dont knw when i will die.. so i choose to live each moment, as much as i can, to God's glory, loving my family, my friends, doing my job as God call.

I hope I can account for all i've done when I finally see Him.. Im not as steady as most people are..

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